2 posts tagged “life”
Mike had to go down to Parkersburg for something at 9:40 am that I am not going to announce yet cause I do not want to jinx it but he wanted me to go with him so I put my iPod and a Stephen King book in my purse so I would have something to do while I waited in the car and this morning we dropped Raven off at my mother in laws and headed on down to Parkersburg. It took about 1 1/2 hour to get there and we stopped at McDonald's and got something to eat for breakfast.
Mike went and did his thing and we came back home, stopping to pick up Raven. When we got home Mike went almost straight to bed. He has been up since 5pm yesterday afternoon since dumb ass Toys R Us decided that they would make him work the night shift thus screwing everything up.
I am so sick of the crap I have been having to deal with since October 2006. If there is such a thing as a mental breakdown, I have came closer then anyone else to having one without actually having it. I really don't know how I kept and am still keeping my sanity through all this. And even though the 'problem" is suppose to be gone, I am not keeping my fingers cross cause this is the 6th time that the "problem" was suppose to be fixed, I still have some much shit to deal with and will probably be dealing with it the rest of my life. I will never be able to escape it and it will always be there. The thing that pisses me off the most is I am not the one who caused all this trouble in my life yet I am the one that has to deal with it all.
*This post was vague on purpose."
